Friday, December 31, 2010

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

My GPS?


My GPS, my counsel...
You are close to my side.

You know the path I should take before I even knew.
You reveal the path I should take,
in every junction, in every turn, in various path.

Though you may not show all the turns I should take
and the length of the journey,
but I am secure for I know where is my destination.

Often you whisper us to make a turn or to a direction,
we didn't follow.
As often, you prompt us to make a detour and point us back to our destination.
And never fail to do so.

Lets sing it : Every move I make, I make in You ~~ xD

Psalm 73:24 “Thou shalt guide me with thy counsel, and afterward receive me to glory.” (KJV)

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Friday, November 19, 2010

Glory - Jaeson Ma's new release





Long after his hit single " LOVE" song, comes another release "Glory" on This month xD totally awesome and inspirational!! Gonna keep listening to it for a few weeks!!






DON’T WASTE YOUR LIFE, BUT LIVE YOUR LIFE FOR A PURPOSE THAT IS BIGGER THAN YOURSELF. WHAT ARE YOU LIVING FOR? I’M LIVING FOR THE GLORY. AND GLORY IS NOT FAME, GLORY IS NOT MAKING YOURSELF A NAME, GLORY IS SACRIFICING FOR OTHERS, ITS PUTTING OTHERS BEFORE YOURSELF, ITS FIGHTING FOR A CAUSE WORTH DYING FOR, A PURPOSE WORTH LIVING FOR, TRUE GLORY IS VIRTUE AND IT’S NOT SOMETHING YOU CAN BUY, GLORY IS SOMETHING YOU EARN, HEROS ARE NOT BORN, THEY ARE MADE FOR GLORY.

I’m broken apart

Somewhere on the road

Ten thousand dreams

With no place to go

If you give me a heart

I can give you a soul

The depth of your love

I’ll never know

GLORY

AY-AY

AY-AY

GIVE ME A SIGN

GLORY

AY-AY

AY-AY

I GIVE YOU MY LIFE

SHOW ME THE GLORY, THIS IS WHAT I PRAY, THERE’S GOT TO BE MORE THAN WHAT SEEMS TO EXIST, CAUSE YOU WERE BORN TO GO HIGHER, WE WERE BORN FOR ADVENTURE, SO DARE TO DREAM BIGGER, BECAUSE IF YOU DON’T HAVE A PASSION WORTH DYING FOR YOU HAVE NOTHING WORTH LIVING FOR. DON’T LIVE FOR THE THINGS OF THIS WORLD, THEY ARE PASSING AWAY, BUT LIVE FOR THE GLORY THAT LEADS TO ETERNITY GLORY IS GRACE PERFECTED, AND OUR GREATEST GLORY IS NOT IN NEVER FALLING, BUT IN RISING EVERY TIME WE FALL

I’m broken apart

Somewhere on the road

Ten thousand dreams

With no place to go

If you give me a heart

I can give you a soul

The depth of your love

I’ll never know

GLORY

AY-AY

AY-AY

GIVE ME A SIGN

GLORY

AY-AY

AY-AY

I GIVE YOU MY LIFE

WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND I FEEL THE SUN SHINING DOWN ON MY FACE, I FEEL YOUR GLORY. WHEN I LOOK INTO THE NIGHT AND I SEE THE MOON AND STARS SHINING SO BRIGHT, I FEEL YOUR GLORY. YOUR LOVE IS DEEPER THAN THE OCEANS, MORE POWERFUL THAN THE MOUNTAINS, SHOW ME YOUR GLORY


BRIDGE:

I’VE BEEN WAITING MY WHOLE LIFE

FOR THIS ONE SPECIAL MOMENT I GOT JUST TO BE WITH YOU


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Every breath that I take,every moment I'm awake
Lord, have Your ways in me


d^O^b

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Sunday, November 14, 2010

Ask you a Question!!


Are you the one to keep me one disaster less? Are you the one to keep me at my best?

please do say yes....

purpose...


hmm... am still wondering why I'm having this mind instead of a farmer's? I rather be a farmer. *knock knock knock* ~ waiting for the door to open...


Details details details....


Being a perfectionist is a good thing? try to give the best eventhough it improve only sligthly? orderly and clear for long term? The details of his creation is important? details in others' lifes are important? transparency suppose to help and give a clear picture? being good is not doing nothing? expose my skin expecting be pinched so i can wake up? being a backstage is a good thing? learnt what he given is it not worth at the end? is just do it without a plan is as good to just do it with a plan?

conclude:
So.. are details doesnt worth much ,Only if you are making electronics chips


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Thursday, November 4, 2010

ArtWork Oct~early Nov!!

ArtWork Oct~early Nov



Was bored in class... a little doodle to keep me awake =D


I just love to try skating >~> ( life long dream ) It would be cool just feeling the breeze in the air as you rush into it and doing some KILLER skills while at it!! And I even wanting

enter the X-games! ( im dreaming too far... r.r )

Currently, my budget won't allow me too =(

A good skate would be a great birthday present*hint hint*

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Having fun with colours!! done within 1 hour~ : ) My first BEST WORK( i think) Even though not able to beat those deviantArt artist, but still it's a good try ^^

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Nothing much...just testing my PS skills ^^

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Was doodling during my tutorial class... took me about 20 minutes while doing the tutorial questions. At first i plan to do just the face and the hair, then i got carried away :P end up drawing extra stuffs. Hmm... i suppose there are many things you can do during tutorial class other than questions if you can multi-task or finish the questions earlier.


I think my notebook gonna be like a FCM's sketch book with some equations( Engineering) if this goes on...Wait.. it already is =.=



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Thursday, October 14, 2010

Stuff I did

Sept-Oct 2010

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Platform ActionScript 2.0

Flash Bible

Description:

- embedded bible text in flash. In this experiment KJV bible text are used from some website. Inspired by the Java version of bibles. the content is reformatted from the source file using another program before embedded to avoid formatting process which causes lag time every time a different book is selected.

Feature:

-'text' scrollable drag ( like scrolling of touch screen smart phones like HTC )

-Enable/disable of text select for copy n paste

-Search engine for verse, chapter or word

-Navigation to other books

Limitation

-.... havent really know yet :P


Platform ActionScript 2.0


Dictionary Experiment

Description:

-Read from (an) external file(s) [ follow a certain structure on how the content are allocated] and sort it out based on words and definitions in order ( case sensitive )

Feature :

-search engine

-rollover buttons

-sorting of words

Limitations :

-unable to process Unicode of non-common letters (e.g Ć«,įŗ½ ) as it affects the whole string



Platform ActionScript 2.0



Made my very own ENCRYPTOR =D wee~ covert text to weird numbers. Still got room for improvement ^^ all though it's not having the top-edge encryption method , its good enough to conceal any message less you are a really good hacker >~< . It cannot take in all the funny characters only certain ones. Anyhow, just happy it works^^


Extra Feature : A scrollbar, and user input encryption key


P.S. : ActionScript is really not the best language to use in terms of advance numerical methods like matrices, it's as complicated as C language >.< .. took me quite awhile to do it


MASTERMIND the logical game ^^ Pretty simple to do with AS in flash. Really learn a lot by doing this.( inspired by the matlab*click* version ;) )


WINNING SCREEN!! =D



Sunday, September 26, 2010

Identity in the Father / My Dad upstairs


Based on the story of the Prodigal Son where 'prodigal' means one who is given to wasteful luxury.
Most teens can be related in this story. Where we just want to get out from the house and do our own thing and have fun. Sometimes without having a second though.

Here we can see that the son demanded to have his inheritance give to him before his time. He already have the inheritance but it is not the time for him to use and be given to him. It's like giving a 12 year kid a BMW for his birthday. Although he is able to drive it but he lack judgement and is not ready for the responsibility. You expect someone to get hurt. But in the story, his father love him so much until he gave it to him.

After that, He when out far away to another land.The money was spent unwisely and the son indulge himself in 'wild living' the world that time could offer. He end up broke. At the same time, famine came and food was hard to come by, and he have to work as a foreign laborer in a pig farm. He have to get himself dirty and eat pig food.

He finally decide to return home, as he cannot stand it. He was in guilty as he realize the what did ( spending the father's money unwisely) was wrong and end up being a lowly labor. He expected his father to be horrifically angry. He even think that he would be not accepted in to the house and by his father. Thus,when he gets back,he though up about how to plead his father to accept him as a servant as even a servant live better then him currently.

However, when he return, his father saw him afar, and just rush to him without and hesitation. He got himself dirty( as the son work in the pig farm and probably didn't bathe as he is broke to go to any hotel to bathe ) by throwing his arms around him and kisses him ( in the cultural way). even though the son said the he was wrong toward him, the father just ignore him and dress him with proper attire.


from http://www.biblegateway.com/ :

11Jesus continued: "There was a man who had two sons. 12The younger one said to his father, 'Father, give me my share of the estate.' So he divided his property between them.

13"Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. 14After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. 15So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. 16He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.

17"When he came to his senses, he said, 'How many of my father's hired men have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! 18I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. 19I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired men.' 20So he got up and went to his father.
"But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.

21"The son said to him, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.a]" style="font-size: 0.75em; line-height: 0.5em; ">[a]'

22"But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.23Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate. 24For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.

25"Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. 26So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. 27'Your brother has come,' he replied, 'and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.'

28"The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. 29But he answered his father, 'Look! All these years I've been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. 30But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!'

31" 'My son,' the father said, 'you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' "


Just like our parents but especially our father in heaven is willing to give as he love us. And although we did wrong or stained in sin, we are still accepted as his children and waiting for us. As we return to him, we are clean again just like the father as the servants to bring new clothes for the son, we are given the authority as the father gives the son the ring and we are made a close part of the family and able to walk without dirtying our feet as the father gave him the saddles. By receiving this his appearance is recognized so his son ( identity ) and no a worker working in a pig farm.

So, we must NOT think ourselves of unworthy people as we committed sin or having practice hidden sins or being trapped by addiction. He always the waiting for you to come to him so He will cleanse you and to walk through it together and to be in his likeness ( like father like son) to find our identity as his children. So, never distant yourself when you face temptation or failure or even thinking you dont have any gifts or talent to serve him or compare yourself lowly to others.



Saturday, September 18, 2010

Week B4 exam :D

In the mist of the stressed atmosphere in Cyberjaya..... while studying, i suddenly go tempted to explore actionscripts 2.0 ....... however, my pc only have MATLAB T.T .... ah,well at least it's programmable :)

Here is what it did :P

Made a mastermind-' like ' game... feature with 3-bit sounds ( like the console in the old times..lol ) and with a dynamic updating scoreboard




Next i made aaa....this effect you can do in photoshop... some inverting + gray-scale thing...
I quantized the value of each strength of each pixel in to 5 discrete levels.... as you can see the black-gray-white image next to the original


back to studying~


Wednesday, September 8, 2010

What If.... survey...



preview :

If you have the authority, to make one of these free...what would it be?

-Education
-Accommodation
-Health Care
-Food
-Clean Water
-Transportation
-Speech
-Electronic Items
-Music & Entertainment
-Knowledge and research result
-Arts


Click here to do the form :


Thx!! :D

people first?


1 Malaysia 'rakyat didahulukan, pencapaian diutamakan'..... Many do not know really what is the concept of it..... and many do not know it's existence until recently.... But the title and slogan themselves is enough to makes us questions and reflect on what is really going on in reality in this land..... and realize what our role and the leaders role should be....

It would be a huge mile stone as sending a man to the moon if we actually could make this happen although it seems far away...


Human Race~



Saw a video posted on my friend's fb. What happened in the video is very true of what is really happening in the world. Racism is a taught 'skill' by many influence and hatred are often a company with it. Just be cause we speak differently, come from different backgrounds, different lifestyle and giftings, we are fighting with each other. It's looks like we fighting and hating something so trivial. As if we are fighting and hating just because we wear different color T-shirts. Kind of stupid right? . I do not know why some would teach the younger generations about this. Are you even aware this is a part of the ' Dark Prince's ' enjoyment ( if you believe in demons ) and smart evil people's benefit? Think about it....

Do watch !!








Each one of use are created differently for a reason. I heard this from a friend where, in the university, students are in different faculties, each with their own specialty. One faculty may not have the skill of another faculty. And in the real world... each faculty produce people with interdependent skill to the people in another faculty. For example, To produce a MP3 player.... we need people to mange the finance and work force, engineers to design and construct the hardware and base software, IT experts to manipulate the software efficiently, produce designers to design the appearance and feature of the MP3.

Besides, many technology and advancement are lost when we start wars and fighting. Many centuries and wiping out nation has cause us dearly, many advancement, understanding,cultures, histories and medical science fail to pass down or destroyed because of wars. I feels like, everytime we start fighting, we lost 20 years of advancement. If we did not fight and unite together from the beginning, we may actually find a cure for AIDS and cancer. Every time we fight, we lost dearly * the evil one grins*






I remember the time when I was small. I would not even bother about everyone's backgrounds. We ( me and friends) just keep on playing and have fun.( As the video above)

Think about it... Do watch !!



Tuesday, September 7, 2010

An exciting assignment


Finally, An assignment which is closes to A True Application!!. It's been awhile having this kind of assignment since my DOS dictionary which closely apply in the real world.. :) Had fun doing and exploring with my cool teammates ( bryan, durian ) along the way :D

We are doing a CBIR system ( Context Based Image retrieval System) something like Google's or Yahoo's image search engine. We are suppose to make an app to find the similar images with a targeted images by comparing each images with their 1D ,2D 3D HSV colors ( Hue,saturation,Value)

Here are some samples:
the targeted original image is the large image. Of coz it found 'itself' as the most similar image. But we only can see fewer is similar to it ( got red bus and elephant)

And here the above is the improvement :)

Didnt manage to SnapShot of the full working app with GUI (buttons , arrows ) =\

lazy to do it anyway :P



Sunday, July 25, 2010

Fire Safety : Fire Breathing Rooms




Just was reminded, during watching Kick-A** the movie (WARING for 18++ violent but funny , and has a nice soundtrack =) ) with Ann, KW , and Deric . SPOILER ALERT!!

There is a scene where 'a character' opens a door in a burning building. and was blown away by an explosion from the room. now, WHY THERE IS AN EXPLOSION IN THE ROOM??

Explanation :

It is due to the lack of air to support the burning fire in the room. The absence of air creates a 'vacuum' in the room. When the door was opened, the outside air quickly rushes in and the flame rush to get the air. Thus, this cause an explosion of flames. BOOM!!!

How to avoid it :

Before you open a door in a burning building, look down or around the door frame,if you see smoking keep coming out and going back in(like breathing).it will BOOM!! if you open it.



~just want to advise you on this~
thx for reading^^


Friday, July 23, 2010

My Wish,Dream....


Coincidentally, similar to Owl City's Vanilla Twilight Video:-





MAGIC TOUCH

Once upon a mini Project , me and my friend met SD card sitting infront of us say 'hi' to the SD card, but it sit there just ignore us... ( it think it's emo-ing) ..just looking grumpy. We say hi to it many times.....but..... still the same.... so we decide to give it a pat on the back. When we touch it , he start to be cheerful and reply back us back saying 'hi' with a smile...... Some were puzzled how we can make it cheerful with just a touch.

Moral :
1)sometimes in life, we just need a simple touch to make others feel cheerful/better. A pat on the back / a shake of their hand / a pat on their shoulder makes them feel that they are noticed and cared for. Or even a hug^^. It makes much more meaning then just saying hi.

2) little things give great impact...never underestimate a pat on the back.



Poll response :: SKIN!! :: ...Take good care of it...

If you were to loose one of your 5 skin sense,what would it be?


Skin.....the largest organ of the human body....we sometimes like what it senses and sometimes don't. Some ppl like the hot weather, some dont, some like the cold weather,some dont. However, whether we like the sensation or dislike it, we should never take it for granted. Not many documentaries are made about skins, but I watched some of it. On one of the documentaries I watched, There is a man who lost his sense of touch and pressure due to a spider bite ( not sure what spider is that ) . Every time he tries to sleep, he feels like he is sleeping on space.( maybe be a thing? no need to buy KingCoil mattress) But he is unable to feel the touch of flowers, his loved ones, etc. = ( Bummer.....

Then, I also watch "A live without Pain" . Many of use want to life without pain, but life actually be dangerous without pain.



Here, we see how hard it is for a parent to bring up a child without pain. It's tough for them as the child (toodler) tries to bite her lips, fingers, tongue, without feeling anything. I cant imagine myself in their shoes, so tough >.< . I makes me thankful of what i am. So, do take care of your skin often (eventhough you dont often bath....) never take it fot granted.



The Now days, Old days


This semester the beginning of another chapter. Things are getting harder, and responsibility are harder. Times like this, the luxury of spending time with friends have been hard to enjoy. I feel that new academic structure are taking it's total on me. Having night classes most of the time, makes me look back of the fun i had with friends, having dinner together,watch movies, shopping, and having CG with my church members at night = \ . People going off/intern/grad .I'm no longer able to get up as early as i use to be. Man, I miss my alpha-beta years T.T

Well, that's just life , just need to embrace it, and cherish very moment we have. Time changes, and we need to change. Time to GROW UP! I will strive this semester with my dad upstairs.... it's time to be mold...and trust him more =) I know dad will pull me through^^


~log off~

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Toy Story 3 :: =D



Finally went and Watched Toy Story 3 !!! xD just like the others major movies released this month....IT's NOT dissapointing!! Wooohoo~ A very interesting turn for the toys when Andy going off to college.Eventhough all the mojor characters are present... i miss all the previous toys in toy story 1, 2 like Lenny, and Wheezy :" ( anyway, it was still awesome ;) Toys, they can really bring back memories... i am think hat some of us still may be keeping our toys like Andy as they are part of our life.

oh, ya....there is a lesson learn after the movie. When we ( Eugene & Wen) were paying our parking fee. We go along the crowd towards a particular Auto-Pay... the Q was quite long >.< ...After awhile we realize there was a Auto-pay near the cinema... We try our luck, and found out there was not a single person using it...( i think the rest of the ppl didnt realize it )

Moral of the story: Sometimes we need to be different and not follow the crowd :P




BUZZ: "I can see 4D over there."




ALIENZ: uuuuuuuuuuu,3d~


BTW, did you notice anything when you watch the movie? Click here to find out what it is.

=D

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Monday, June 14, 2010

Poll response :: Hermaphrodite :: ...And you think your are too different...


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What happen if your baby is a Hermaphrodite?

Let baby grow naturally
4 (26%)
Nurture with preferred gender only
1 (6%)
Nurture with preferred gender both biologically and mentally
6 (40%)
Nurture with preferred gender mentally and see how it goes
4 (26%)


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Hermaphrodites, most of us have over look them. Most of us rarely understand them ( some don not even care) . And we complain of how and who we are. Being born between both worlds aren't a bed of roses.

Although they have insight on both sides, but to find an identity in them is just not easy. To be man or female? reminds me of Human development classes lolz... there is a point a person life to decide their identity.I f you cannot find it, you personal emotional growth will be affected. Them might experience confusion in this when the biologically they have two identities and imbalance hormones of male and female. Growing up isn't easy for them and their caretakers especially their childhood where some of them get tease for who they are.

Some of us might accept them, some may not. With the trend of labeling people as "Homo" or "Les" or "Transsexual" are not making their life easier. People avoid them and not engage in a intimate relationship so that they would not be label as being "homo" or bisexual in the society.

Some may be bias and does not appreciate them for who they are. But to me, I see them as an inspiration and very strong people. If you believe that everything is made for a reason, you shouldn't take them for granted. In the verse : John 9


1As he went along, he saw a man blind from birth. 2His disciples asked him, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?"

3"Neither this man nor his parents sinned," said Jesus, "but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life. 4As long as it is day, we must do the work of him who sent me. Night is coming, when no one can work. 5While I am in the world, I am the light of the world."

6Having said this, he spit on the ground, made some mud with the saliva, and put it on the man's eyes. 7"Go," he told him, "wash in the Pool of Siloam" (this word means Sent). So the man went and washed, and came home seeing.

8His neighbors and those who had formerly seen him begging asked, "Isn't this the same man who used to sit and beg?" 9Some claimed that he was.
Others said, "No, he only looks like him."
But he himself insisted, "I am the man."

10"How then were your eyes opened?" they demanded.

11He replied, "The man they call Jesus made some mud and put it on my eyes. He told me to go to Siloam and wash. So I went and washed, and then I could see."

12"Where is this man?" they asked him.
"I don't know," he said.



If you ever met one of them, please do support and encourage them. Treat them like they are a part of your life for we are all the same in His sight.






P.S. I personally like the verse in John 9:12...so cool!! xD



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Saturday, June 5, 2010

A voice of a young Boy


A simple, sincere pray....that voice will be heard and will change the world
Just like what the Lord have always wanted from us




Some kids have and some kids don't
And some of us are wondering why.
And Mom won't watch the news at night
There's too much stuff that's making her cry.
We need some help
Down here on earth
A thousand prayers, a million words
But one voice was heard.

A house, a yard, a neighborhood
Where you could ride your new bike to school.
A kind of world where Mom and Dad
Still believe the golden rule
Life's not that simple
Down here on earth.
A thousand prayers, a million words
But one voice was heard.

One voice, one simple word, hearts know what to say
one dream can change the world
keep believing till you find your way

Yesterday while walking home
I saw some kid on Newberry Road
He pulled a pistol from his bag
and tossed it in the river below.

Thanks for the help
down here on earth
A thousand prayers, a million words
But one voice was heard.

One voice was heard
One voice was heard



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A NEW BEGINING